Sunday, February 17, 2008

theme song

I’ve heard this song a thousand times - but it truly is me - how I am. All the feelings always there - all the time. All of it is true, though I am not really sure who I am singing it to.



I hate the world today
You’re so good to me - I know but I can’t change
Tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I’m an angel underneath
innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you’d be so confused
I don’t envy you
I’m a little bit of everything
all rolled into one

I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean you’ll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous and I’m going to extremes
tomorrow I will change
and today won’t mean a thing

I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way


Just when you think you’ve got me figured out
the season’s already changing
I think it’s cool you do what you do, and don’t try to save me

I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your hell, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way
I’m a bitch, I’m a tease
I’m a goddess on my knees
when you hurt, when you suffer
I’m your angel undercover
I’ve been numbed, I’m revived
can’t say I’m not alive
You know I wouldn’t want it any other way

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I LOVE this song! Perfect theme song. The was I often feel, the both sides of me, the one people don't know about and the one people see.

kristi said...

I love love love this song. It describes me to a tee!