I remember sitting in the hospital and watching people trying to die. There was the boy who stabbed himself with a needle in the chest, the girl who swallowed a tampon, the one who tried to hang herself with a hoodie, the boy who slit his wrists with a broken record, and the girl who exercised herself to death.
They were all so stupid. If they really, truly wanted to die, they would not make such a big production about it. They would just sit, and wait, and when everyone was gone, they would just slip into the nothing.
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Stuff I Secretly Love
- That blueberry baby food
- Water parks
- Riding trains
- Climbing trees
- Campfires
- Macaroni and Cheese
- Port Hueneme, California
- Donny Osmond
- Airports
- The BeeGees
- Hoodies
- the Jackson 5
- Dragonflies
- Bubble Yum
- The Smell of Chlorine
- Bare Feet
- Harry Potter
- Reality TV
1 comment:
Slip into nothing....that is such an interesting way to put it. I know there are days, really bad days, when I wish I could slip into nothing, but I don't really want to die and your right, neither did the people your describe. They just don't want to hurt. They want to feel a connection. Love, respect, kindness, to know that they are OK. I wish everyone could know that sense of inner peace, don't you? Please keep writing!!
XOXO
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