Sunday, December 9, 2007

always

I used to think that I would grow out of things, that I would change - and maybe I have a bit. But I have come to the realization that some things about me have always been true - and always will be.

I will always be the girl
who kicks off the covers, who needs to hear it, who can't stand still, who loves big dogs, who doesn't know her limits, who thinks too much, who cannot sleep, who wants you to like me, who still can't believe it, who makes up dances while she drives, who hates seafood, who needs this more than you know, who misses the ocean, who can't wait, who hates socks, who hugs other people's kids, who loves mashed potatoes, who loathes my birthday, who wiggles her feet when she sleeps, who holds on too tight, who can't deal with good-enough, who needs the music on, who believes in you, who can never forget.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I am glad you came to realize that it is OK to be who you are. Truth be told, I feel the exact same way about so many parts of myself, parts I guess I thought I would out grow or magically know how to deal with just because I am "a grown up." It hit me one day, that it is OK to be who we are, in fact it is more than OK, it is wonderful. Accepting and loving all the parts of of you, that makes you you, is such a gift to yourself. You are a good person, with a good heart and soul. You know remember what it is like to see the world through a child's eye, and that is a good thing, not a negative. Too often, we "grown ups" loose sight of that or turn that part of our memories off. I think your zest for life and the fun stuff is really great!!
XOXO